Not that I plan to go in complete chronological order, but I do plan to flow a bit from book to book in the Twilight Saga. I begin with Twilight...and Bella's life-changing discovery of a boy with bronze hair.
An instantaneous reaction
A small amount of time required
For the intrusion to begin
The dormant hope flutters awake
Against the defensive will to fake
As the eyes behold a sight
Becoming powerless to the desire
The heart stimulates
The stomach constricts
All instincts fail to resist
In close proximity
Inexplicable chill and hostility
Rolls off in waves
He visibly disturbed and gone for days
Upon return a softer gaze locks on mine
A careful introduction, an emotional connection
The heart knows no delay
And protective walls begin to fade
His company medicates the pain
Breaks in the heart feel less exposed
Oh the ache for his healing presence
Combined with one from his cryptic message
In character, all I ever wanted and more
Overwhelmed by the degree of complement
I pray wholeheartedly for it to be true
For a blessing and reciprocated love to ensue
I am fearful of the future
I am drawn in and pushed away
I am praying for a blessing in disguise
I am dazzled by the one with golden eyesCOMMENTARY: Overall, this is a reflection of Bella's emotional state in the very beginning of their story, before clarity and declarations are made. The first 2 stanzas reflect them locking eyes from across the cafeteria. The 3rd introduces the biology classroom and it's consequences...the 4th travels into the time when an attempt is made to understand the girl with the silent mind. Stanzas 5, 6, & 7 reflects her feeling besotted but confused. He doesn't leave her alone but he is constantly warning her to stay away. But that is the last thing she wants to do. She is uncertain, but hopeful because any other decision is impossible to live. She wants nothing more than the one who dazzles.
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